I shall name this post, - common-ent.

I feel so pissed at my phone now, I can't download any applications into it, and I have no idea how to get an account, they require some Visa Card number which I don't have.

It's so so frustrating. Grrrhh.

Im going to make my daddy bring me to an Apple store. They better know what to do. :/ Im so upset with my iPhone now. Psht.

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I just had Cotton Candy + Chocolate ice-cream, tasted good, but I need to burn the calories? Is that the right word for that? Gah, nvmd.

It's amazing how ice-cream is, so unique. I mean like, you can't just make juice into ice-cream by freezing it, there must be something that put to make it stay in a sphere shape. I might want to learn ice-cream making one fine day. :)

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Today's a Sunday,

disadvantage - school's tomorrow, what more, monthly test. :(

advantage - today's actually the free-est day for me in a week. *claps hand in my mind*

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Mummy's leaving for Genting this evening, she'll be back by Tues? and then Wednesday she'll go overseas again. Im going to miss her tons. :( I wish she could pack me in her luggage so tht I can miss the oh so :( monthly tests. Detest.

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I'd better go study for my monthly test. :)

P.S : Sorry for the very disturbing lack of colours, and well, pictures. :/

I just got into a really big fight w someone,

she's so annoying.

I dont wanna talk to her.

Anymore.

She's crazy naive,

and crazy mean.

She expects people to respect her,

just because she's slightly older than me.

And I would respect her if she gave a little space.

She's not anyone Im close with,

and she's being like she takes responsibility over me.

I don't even see her more than one two months.

Stupid cousin I have.

Emotions.

Hey! It's has been quite a while since I last blogged, or is it?

I sound happy, but I ain't.

Today was a tiring and yes, very emotional day for me. I had like, unconsistent stomach-aches that took me down suddenly. I felt tired, and with the stomach-aches making it worse, thus I was very emotional, another word you usually say, - E.M.O.

I hate being that, referring to emo because life's not very long, and when you face the last chapter of life on earth you go into a brand new chapter of 'Eternity'. And there, you need to explain to Jesus what you've achieved. So there, me being emo today was unacceptable and it has made the peopl around me feel mad or yeah, whatever. Sho sorry if you're reading this post, I was physically and mentally weak in school today.

''Let your emotions be slaves to you.''

In other words, overcome your emotions, or rule over them.

Strike me, not.

That was completely totally random. Proceed to the next post. :)

Today.

Today was, something I have wished for this week. :)

It was good, not much emo-like stuff, more smiley-faces.

I think one of the reasons, today's good is because we have tons of stuff that kept us busy, like sopying the bm karangan, tough but glad when I finished, or like the International Week planning which was quite a little success I would say, turns out everyone seems happy w their groups. :)

I would say, today wouldn't be a very very fruitful day after school. :'/

Since I watched tv for a longg time :(

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Read th Chinese newspaper for today and y'day and I feel like crying when I found out there's another earthquake in Ching Dao, China which has probably cost over hundreds of life. I pray that even now, more people would be saved especially, well everyone.

I pray that more people would go to Ching Dao, and help rescue the people.

If I was older, and I had training, I would go. :'/

They really need help. :'(

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This was long ago, when we were both young. :)

This, makes me misses the twins all the more.

The fun we had, it's gone.

And we have to, move on.

:'/

If only, I could define life more clearly.

I really like you as a friend but, you linking now to the past is just very (insert a mean word).

It's not like you don't know what happened before and how that 3 whole months went.

After falling down, I used months to wipe away the tears, strengthen myself, and slowly climb back up, to standing, standing and then when I plan to walk away from regrets, you bring it all back up, and pushed me down again. I would like you to know, that it is so much easier to be pushed down than to stand up again, tell myself everything's alright, keep reminding myself, Forgive and Forget, force myself to hold back the tears although I know the next moment I would be flooded with them, try to be happy with life as much as I can, and then you brought it up, and it pushed me down, and if you didn't know, it cut deep down within my heart.

And I think you are one of the few who completely understand what I went through before. And there was only a word, spelled P.A.I.N that can descibe it.

I thought you would understand, I tried forgiving myself for making all those mistakes, but when I finally had the courage to take the very first step, You pushed me down.

Now you know, how much impact you have in my life.

I am sorry for what I did a few days ago, but this is just unfair. :'/

Take note that I still love you as much as I used to, just Trusting you again, wouldn't be easy.

Defining Love is easy. Love is Patient, Love Is Kind, It does not envy..

But doing it, working it out, makes you think.

And I still, Love you as a very dear friend, no matter what.

Don't get me wrong, I don't hate.

Nothing Comes Out Of Nothing. -W.Shakespear

A Lot happened yesterday.

I don't feel like talking about it. :'/

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So anyway, school today was of mixed emotions at one point I feel like exploding, and at another I laugh like keraaaazeeeyyyy. Hmp, it's funny how emotions play around. I come to realise either today or yesterday, I forgot, that you will never expect what is the next thing that would happen to you. One minute you might be talking to your best friend and another minute you would fight with her, and yet another minute you'll talk to her again, laughing arm in arms. It's somewhat amazing yet scary how life works. Only God knows what would happen next, and in order to be stable consistently, and I don't mean it would be completely consistent, just yeah, I realise we have to get closer to God. Who provides me comfort, relief, joy, peace and calmness. All the good stuff, you name it. :)

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Wohhkay, mum's bugging me to clean up my oh so messy & yeah, very messy drawer.

Love.

Today was, is going to be good. :)

It's raining a little outside now. Making the sky dark. :'/ One disadvantage of, rain.

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I managed to finish reading Chapter 2-Nutrients in my t/book just now. I feel really happy because of it. I need to go thru the Science notes again thoughh. :'/

I remember that amino acid come out from protein and I remember the respective enzymes:-

Amylase for Carbohydrate

Protease for Protein

Lipase for Fats

See, I really did studied.

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Pastor Shanney is back, and I'm sho happy. She's really nice and yahhh, I love her loads. She prays for me and prophecy well. She's an awesome womann. :)

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Oh anddd I got a new blue MNG dress. It has fading stripes that are so awesomely pretty. It's gorgeous and I thank God firstly for giving me that, and Mum for buying it. :) It's exactly what I wanted. Ahhhh. I can't wait to wear it to church tomorrow. :)

Speaking about church, we're having this Q & A Competition. It's something like a quiz based on Sports, Entertainment, Latest News, Bible etc. I hope, pray that Fion, Maxine and I would have fun and we would at least answer some questions correctly. The theme is school uniforms though, sadly.

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My back's aching and my stomach's growling.

I need uhm to get some carbohydrate. :)

Un-invisible.

Today was a not so good day but still an okay one for me. :)

I guess I shall remain joyful at all times.

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This was supposed to be way below, but blogger won't allow. Psht. :/

R, honda. :)

I don't look nice here, but the point is, I capture a rinbow picture.

Well, indirectly. :)

I was in Cameron Highlands btway, which explains how I could et the rainbow.

Very coincidently, right after we step foot in C.Highlands, it started drizzling and I spot this, on my daddy's back-windscreen. If that's what you call it. :)

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This,

is what my team's going to wear next week.

I had wanted to make it, FEARLESS only with Scripture but then mom prefers Be Fearless, so I did what she said.

I designed it on paper and then Kee helped me put it on the computer. A feeling of great accomplishment. :) PS. If you're wondering why it is blue out of so many colours, it's because our team is apparently BLUE. :)

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Okay, I shall enddd here.

Au Revoir'. :)

Unstable.

Heloo!

wordpress have been failing me a lot, so im back to blogging here. :) i prefer everything about word press though ecept the laggy part. you don't get to blog at all, because you blindly wait hours for it to load. (-_________________-)

I had a ton to say before this. word press spoiled my mood. :/ psht.

Bernard just suddenly push my door, causing me to jump. What a brother I hve.

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Back on bed, releasing my anger to you with well, anger but not intensively. Just wanted to point out how wrong you could be sometimes. You listened patiently. Out of all a sudden, I recall what well, let's say Mark told me earlier on, and tears started rushing out. It was dark, and I thought you wouldn't know. I turned to the back while you're praying afraid you would see me like this, yet, at the same time, wanting you to do so. You stood up after your prayer went somewhere I didn't bother to find out and stood right in front of me, handling me tissue. As I recall what *Mark said, I recalled too what happened to me for the past few years. Flashbacks when on and on as long as I could remember. Painful as it was, I couldn't stop crying, as I told you what happened, you explained to me what I already know, yet needed.

I love you for being, you.

Helloooo!

Guess where I was before this.

Okay, no excitement. I was in WordPress.

I wanted something new actually.

But WordPress was of no use because it was so so so laggy.

I prefer writing in you, blogger.

Okay, didn't have a really great day yesterday but found comfort and relief while eating in McD's w Esther, Soo Ling, and Viviana Shield. They were the first ones that made me smile after that cruel judgemental by someone. I don't blame you now though. :)

Didn't win for the competition, we got last. haha. Doesn't mean our singing was bad, it just shows that we need to work harder on it. *self-comfort*

Anyhow, I pray that we would be able to make a good MV, and get back points.

Right before this, I had a whole lot of negative things to say, but then this hit me,

'What for? Jesus has died for you on the cross, and is now risen. You shouldn't be upset at all.'

Contrary to that, Happy Easter Day!

Jesus has risen! Lovely day today is. :)

Okay, I shall get ready for practise.

Quote for today:

Don't let your past (failures) defeat you, rather, overcome them with God's love and your determination.

Oh oh, by the way my other blog in wordpress is:

www.fragileyetstrong.blogspot.com