a word's just a word, till you mean what you say

Zac went away yesterday, & there's an unusual emptiness in me. Rose is going soon, which make me happy, because it's awkward to have her without Zac. The sudden emptiness without them would make me uncomfortable but I will have to get used to it. I missed them and every once a while, I will remember them. They made me suffer for a while, but they were the ones that helped me look more beautiful. Bella & Lucas are my new companions starting this Friday, & I will, have to get used to them. They would be fun, I guess.

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Happy Awesome National Day, everyone!

Especially to the very patriotic-spirited people.

Chinese. Malays. Indians.
Well, at least we had it quite peaceful for 52 years.

Gahh, this is kind'a lame.

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Today is the last day of this holiday & I'm dreadfully frustrated. UGH. I haven't finish my hw, & I don't feel like doing it either. But well, I'll have to finish it. I can't wait for the Year-End-Hol's to come over. I would go out for shopping at least ten times. I'll go to Japan & take lots of sushi & do lots of shopping. :)

I saw Mr.Astronaut yesterday while we were driving out for lunch. He has a sexy silver Mercedes, black-mirrored & it made me want it. He's so so lucky. Dad waved over to him & he did the same. The only thing we're related, we're neighbours.

Until the next post, hearts. ^__~*

P.S : I promise to make the next post a little more interesting, kay? Right now, I need'a good sleep. :)

Church Camp '09. *screams*

Camp Day #1.

I was on mommy's VIOS headin' to PortDickson with pa, benny & uncle. Not so but quite excited. Checked-in & got the key from Yvonne. Didn't have hot water to bath though. :S
I look around a little during the night service in search of a certain human being and was overjoyed when I saw that very person.
Yvonne came back late, but we managed to chat for 1/2 hour. She's in love, I think. :)


Camp Day #2.

I missed the Dawn Exercise.
The 20+ years old guys grabbed my hands and legs once I got to the beach with my sunnies on and they wanted to throw me into the sea. Luckily after much struggling, they let go of me. :) :D :P ;) I managed to get on the Banana Boat with Esther, Kelly, Jane and Vivian. was really good you know. :) Just the drinking some salt water was plain disgusting, especially when it's Port Dickson's sea water. :( :/ I managed to pick up a very pretty seashell. :D
I got back to the resort expecting no hot water and when my mom told me there was, I was overjoyed. So I tried it and alas, there was hot water but it burned my hand my poor fingers. UGH :S so much for hot water. *pfft*

Camp Day #3

I got up quite late again and missed Dawn Prayer, the breakfast was quite okay. I convinced Yvonne to stay a litle longer in the resort before we went out to the beach. :) I went to the beach again with my sunnies but not the Banana Boat cos no one seems willing to spend. :/ blekk. Yvonne got thrown into the sea this time, you'll need struggling lessons from me. :D
The volley ball game was quite good, or even better if the sun was not showing off that much.

Camp Day #4

Yvonne and I were supposed to play the piano but we got up really late, like 8:45am when the service starts at 9:00am, so we rushed a lot throughout the morning. We grabbed some bread and chew it like mad cows. We got into the main hall in time before people started coming in. So yeah, this is it. Certain human being's mom was talking to my mom. UHH, what to do?

I've got other pictures but when I'm free, kay? :)

*sorry for being so detailish & whatever u call it. :)

Church Camp '09. *squeals*

I'm finally able to get out of that distressing busy life and blog a little.

Church camp '09.

Power of Prayer.

was FUN-TASTIC! but I don't really want to type much now so,

we weren't looking at my hp, including me. heh.

mind my hair. pretty kelly. rhymes yo, ;)

I find wrapping my jacket around my neck good-looking.

beautiful vonne.

and then, again with the crazy camwhore.

I got quite hyper & yeahh. hahah, :)

There are still, a lot more. I'll either post another one, or just add to this. :)

Taa, ^_~*

I want to blog now, but I'm in the office doing some distressing Geography project. Will blog a long one later. :) btw, I'm getting COTTONCANDY ice-cream from Baskin' Robbins. :) hehhhe. :P random-mooded

Be giocoso!*

A list of tristamente things happened these few days.

-Uncle Edward and his wife is infected by the H1N1 disease, leaving Yong Xian alone. :(
-Nicholas ko had a really bad accident yesterday and is still in the ICU.
-Seng Tat ko's mom passed away.

I hope they are all alright, and I am, praying for you guys. :)
No worries and be joyful, kaeyy? :D
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I've mixed feelings for church camp. Excitement, worry? uhhhh, truly distressing. :S I hope this H1N1 thing would just get away and get back to where it came from.

There are monthly tests this week, and I've been studying for it, not a lot but still. Geography was so far the hardest. I hope Science ain't so tomorrow.

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I'm going to change my blog URL somehow.

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The not-so-distressing-and-great-things* are,

-Church camp's on Saturday!
-We might be going out next Thursday, heels and flats! heheh! :)
-Monthly tests are over tomorrow.
-The holiday's are here. (including National Day)
-We don't have to have assemblies in the morning.
-I'm going shopping tomorrow.*

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I like this sign a lot * especially when you put it at the end of a word or a sentence.* heh!

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"I come that you might have life, and have it more abundantly."
Thanks Lord. :)

morethanreality.

I find starting appropriately the hardest part of blogging :( well, besides getting an appropriate title.

Remember there was a case like this about five years ago. A daughter and her dad went swimming and the daughter's leg got stuck in a hole and couldn't get it off although her dad tried really hard? Well, recently I found out that the dad goes to my church two or three years after that incident. He got cancer after that due to the depression of losing his daughter in front of his eyes. He was there with her, but he could not help her at all and he watch her die like that. He passed away last week, he was just 50 over years old. It got me really thinking. Life's so fragile, caring a little about people around you, saying thank you's, giving them a hug, talking to them, actually, ain't that hard at all.

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Me (left-1st), Ruoxi (left-2nd), Han-han (right-2nd), San (right-1st)
My awesome darlings cousins. :)

before the thunder starts to crash,

H1N1 is spreading rapidly, and has caused many unnecessary changes. Character Building Camp is canceled and even Fion ain't going to SixWhoDied. :( majorbummer.

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The Taiwan North Wind is also horrible, many people died and still many are yet to be found. :S Ughhhh, gotta pray muchoo.

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I had two dreams yesterday night and the night before, and both of them was about, SHOES. :)

cool, aite? both pair of shoes were really pretty. I'm praying that I would get both of them. :P well after all, this year's title's THE YEAR OF GOD'S POSSIBILITIES. ;) heehh.

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I need need need a nice header. So, I'm in the process of making one nice one. :)

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Truthfulness. Obedience. Sincerity. Virtue. Boldness. Forgiveness. Persuavesiveness. Alertness. Hospitality. Generosity. Joyfulness. Flexibility. Availabilty. Endurance. Self-control. Reverence. Diligence. Thoroughness. Dependability. Security. Patience. Wisdom. Discernment. Faith. Discretion. Love. Creativity. Enthusiasm. Resourcefulness. Thriftiness. Contentment. Punctuality. Tolerance. Cautioness. Gratefulness. Orderliness. Initiative. Responsibilty. Humility. Decisiveness. Determination. Loyalty. Attentivenss. Sensitivity. Justice. Compassion. Gentleness. Deference. Meekness.

Beautiful, aite? :D ItshowsallthegoodandGREATvalues. :)

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I love my mom's new Nokia ExpressMusic so so much. I want new flats so much. I need another iPhone cover. I want to take up another language, either french, japanese, korean or all three of 'em. :) I love being random.

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We laughed out teeth out yesterday in school. :) Speaking in different accents is a way of making people laugh. Oh, and I seriously need to check my purse before going to school everyday. :) We painted out poster or whatever it is called, yesterday in the Art Studio. I had paint all over my hand and some on my hair though. :S

Yesterday night was quite okay. The salad was DELICIOUS. Everyone enjoyed, I think. :) Well, maybe if we had more games and more time, we would have enjoyed it a lot. :) We should do this again next time! :P

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JUST TO MAKE THIS POST A LITTLE LONGER. :)

My smile looks a little fake.

Still, I love this photo. :)

mesmerized;

I want to go to the SixWhoDied in PJGH, but I'm not completely sure if mummy lets. :S It's going to be fun I guess. :) The holidays are in 1/2 week and I simply can't wait for them to come. Church Camp would be fun with Yvonne. :) hehhe. After all, we can stay up late. :D *not a ohsogreatthingtodothough* we'll wake up with *ohsogorgeousfantasticeyes* where people would stare at them wherever we go . :S Oh and the Intouch FOOD & FUNFAIR? :)

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and you've got a smile that could light up this whole town,

Sometimes might knock me down but,

no, I'm not breaking.

Oh, what a glorious day

what a glorious way,

lyrics are just so fascinating and wonderous, aren't they? :)

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Viviana :D, you are staying really strong after he died. :) You shall not get too sad, okay? oh, come this Friday. :) Loves,

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Daniel Lam wants me to pinch Berlinda's ohsopinkandchubby cheeks. EVIL. :/ wait, I'm worst. ngahhahha.

I don't want to do the National Day thing. :S so embarassing, I'm so talking to Ms.Chitra.

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Mom's back, I would better go get a good short nap. :D

PATHETICIVITY.

I just realised that I look really ugly in all my FACEBOOK pictures, and there's absolutely no way to delete it. I seriously need good pictures in there. I'm also reallytotallymiserablyunfortunately lost in there. Any help?

Today's a pathetic Sunday, kakak got sick and ugh, nvm. I'm feeling all that lazy to go to school tomorrow. All the homework and makinglivingthingssickwiththeirbelow0celciustemperature air-conds, how can anyone feel comfortable. I really want to redo my KH, I didn't do the other 60% paper! I don't ever want a FAIL in my report card, but it won't affect my future though.

I want to go swimming with Sandra and Rachel on Mondays but I can't. :/ I think SongJie really wants a knuckle punch from me in the right eye, and the left one. Not to mention, Vicky's one would be so much better. :) I love that girl. :) Oh, I found out this website that you can earn money from recently. I don't think it's spam. Hope it's not. :)

There's no LifeBandFreedom&Agape jamming for me. :/ Don't ask why. I want to go to the BE TRANSFORMED & MOVE ON youth camp lah. :) Please go with me? Anyonee? :) heheh. Ooh, and THE PROPOSAL! AHH.

ASK AND IT WILL BE GIVEN TO YOU. MATTHEW 7:7

Going online seems like wasting time to me now, so I'll just go get ready my knuckle for Saturday. :) or Wednesday. Mwahah. :) toodlestaabyehearts.

I'm not supersticious, I just despise black cats.

God is our refuge and strength,

an ever-present help in trouble.

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The moon was brighter yesterday, it's a fullmoon I think. :)

I ate mooncake, despite my cough. *ahemahem*

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It's a Saturday and I'm still half-waken. :S however it's told as.

I've been thinking what to eat later when this came chanting in my head,

We're the CHAMPIONS,

We're the CHAMPIONS.

And it got me to this,

No matter what you're going through or have been through, all you need is Forgive and Forget. People do make mistakes, and everyone deserves another chance.

You may think that the whole world is right and you're wrong, quit that thought, because by thinking like that, you're actually being proud. You may also think that the whole world is wrong and you're right, but no, no one is perfect. Everyone needs to go through a hard time. Just remember always that, WE'RE BORN TO BE CHAMPIONS. in whatever way. :)

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OHH, my photobucket account is inactive :(

and I've a craving for imaginary fruits now, :)

cos real ones just make my coughing worse.

Don't you think apostrophe's are cool? ' :P

Recently, I find out Italic fonts are good. :D

I want skinnybands very suddenly. :)

little little little acounts I have, :D:D:D

facebook, friendster, xanga, photobucket,

twitter, plurk, blogger. :S :/ :(

I'm just being a little randomic today, :)

hope'cha don't mind. :) hehehe.

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It's a Friday, but its magic doesn't work on me.

Want to know why?

I haven't go to school for a whole four days. :) which is a little boring yet satisfying. :) I haven't been bloggin although I had plenty of time to, is because it is more than a little of wasting time. :D hehhhe. To make this post a little not so boring, *which I know it isn't*

sandra rhonda

hey hon! how are you? feeling better? your coming on monday?

Yess, I am! I think :)

*after 1/2hour*

you there?

*after another 1/2 hour*

Hey, so sorry was eating lunch. :) LOL, I really need light blue faded three quarters la :( for camp, I have some three quarters but I'm just so unsatisfied.

Hahahha, I love faded blue. In fact, I have a pair. :)

*three hours later*

you there again? :@

Haha, whoopsie :) I totally forgot to reply. :(

I wish I could get the biggest hammer on earth and ketuk your head.

I wish I had a giant bird as a pet with a huge butt and get it to poop on you with a big bird seed in it and get stuck in you hair.

What the slee?! :) hehhehe.

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Oh, let me see. What's my highlight of the week? UHH, jumpers! :) yes. :P there's this NORTON SECURITY SCAN that is currently loading some virus protection. so weird. :S talking bout virus, I think they are just big fat mi-mean-cro-organisms. Although they are the smallest organisms on the surface of EARTH, they're big fat meanies. :S UGH. infecting people with H1N1. :(

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To be honest, Lenka gives me really bad creeps. :S

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I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL.

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I CHANGE MY MIND, I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL.

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OKAY, WAIT. MAYBE GOING TO SCHOOL AIN'T THAT BAD. AT LEAST, YOU'VE GOT SOME REAL FUN PEOPLE TO PLAY WITH. OKAY, I CHANGE MY MIND.

I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL. :)

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I WANT TO CHANGE MY HEADER, IT'S GETTING BORING. :S wait, I just want to have a new blog-makeover.

Ouch, I just got stung by lazy bug, so, you'll have to wait. :(

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I won't chatter so much, :) So I'll end with this. :D

Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope odes not dissapoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

-Romans 5:3-5

Doubtless, I'm yours. :)

I was struck with the disgusting horrible terrifying distressing fever so I wasn't able to go to school. Good thing was, I need not do the speech, ;)

so I got a new white hoodie with a little grey on it. pictures later, ;)

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oohh, and i really like your header, its so so..um, nvm.

i just love it so much. suits u very much, you know ;) hehhe.

and I desperately want a new iPhone cover.

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Oh, I want these two tees lah, UGH. :)

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Gahh, they're just so adorable. irresistance.

I never get satisfied, :( one very thing i have to change. XD

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Okayy, that's for today. Loves.

Life, nothingless.

So, currently I'm cough-fever-striked, which is really terrible, because that shows that you haven't been taking care of yourself n that u don't have strength to sit up in ur bed. Well, at least I managed to blog a lil.

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School has been fun, n i hope fion was here, :) heheh. Michelle & sandra made my day, :D gahh, i just hate being sick. i paid 5 bucks for the Pandu Puteri party & I'm not going, i want my refunds back yo! :D

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Well, although it seems miserable to even move an inch, i shall thank God for all the good things He had done, :)

He gave me a Ms.Selfridge dress through mommy,

an Esprit hoodie which i shall receive tomorrow ;)

a purple nike bag with some bright yellow, :P

not showing off, just thanking Him, :D

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i shall stop here, :) with this,

"For Everything Comes From God Alone.

Everything Lives By His Power,

And Everything Is For His Glory.

To Him Be Glory Forevermore."

Romans 11:36 TLB

Oh, and by the stipes of Jesus, I'm HEALED,

AMEN. :P