that, feeling.

how it feels to know, to hear, to see, to think about, to try, to reach, to, feel;-








but never, to hold.

Take time to realize,

sometimes, when you look back and see what you wrote in your blog 3 years ago, you feel so childish, and there's a sudden wave of urge to delete each and every one of them, but you see your timeline at the side, and you see it so long, all these, years. sometimes, some memories can be somewhat embarrassing, somewhat naive, somewhat childish, but you know that these memories, these past events are what makes you you, so you delete the thought of deleting these posts, and type a new post- 'Take Time To Realize'.

Bloom.

I remembered how happy I was. That's enough.

Balloon Craze. (2)

I THINK PICTURES JUST SPEAK A THOUSAND WORDS, DON'T THEY? ☺☺

Balloon Craze.

Yesterday, I held a birthday surprise party for my best friend. She's turning sixteen tomorrow, but won't be around so I did it yesterday.

I got her sixteen balloons, a jelly birthday cake, sixteen people including her to come for the party, dad to prepare us loads of good food, people to buy tarts and donuts, some party poppers (?).

I'm pretty much typing blindly starting from now, since the Blogger App on the iPhone is being so uncooperative. Sometimes, it ruins your mood, don't you think so, not getting what you want, but you realized that there are so many little things in life that can bring you some joy, like seeing your friends smile, like taking some good Polaroid photos, like sucking helium air into your system, or trachea (?), and talking really hilariously.

God is merciful, He gives us little things like these in life to enjoy, to savor. So do so, with what you have, now. Dear.


Till the next time, love.


Oh and I don't know where blogger would place my photo, either up there or down here, but that's me with the balloons.

Pain, (less?)

Today, I hit my ankle on the stairs. That instant immediate pain can be so, painful, but I pressed hard on it. The equalization of pressure (?) somewhat makes it not so unbearable, and within seconds, the pain is gone, vaporized into thin dusty paint-smelling air.

I guess sometimes in life, you need to apply the same principle. A problem, a heartache, a loss, a betrayal might hit on you hard, so hard, but if you'd just press on, if you'd just calm down, and not overreact, if you'd just be a little patient, it'll be gone, it'll vaporize, because I personally believe, that no matter how bad or terrible something is, it doesn't last forever, because time, somewhat heals. And heartaches like these; will pass.

In the near future, you'll almost forget how it feels, though you may remember the impact, but it doesn't matter, as long as you press on, get over these feelings, and move on with life.

It's been pretty long, hasn't it?

simple, complications.

Today, I learnt something.

Somehow, people who you think are really good just may have more flaws than people you think that, are not-so-good. & simple people t you, may just be a whole lot more complicated than people who you think, are complicated.

but, God loves all, no matter how, no matter what. *:] that's th truth that I find most, assuring & peaceful.

one subject down, seven more t go. praise God fr t'day, *:] he reigns!

stepping into, september.

'you'll have new septembers, everyone of us has messed up, too.'

'& in th middle of September, we still play out in th rain, nothing t lose but everything t gain, it was worth it in th end.'

'& how you held me in your arms, that september night, th first time you ever saw me cry.'