it's really, really, okay. :)

yknow that feeling, when you've suchh high hopes in people, and when they don't reach your standard, your hopes come crashing down, and shattered into a gazillion pieces, and you don't know who to blame, whether it's them, or your ownself- but you know quite well deep inside, that it's all your fault, to have come up with such a standard that even you yourself can't reach.

and the person who did so, is someone who you love so dearly, and would never let go in any situation, except for their own good.

it's hard, and it's difficult, and on top of that, it's so unpredictable.

one minute s/he can be so, nice, and the other minute, act like you've never existed. it's even, harder, because at times, it just feels like you're being overly emotional, or overreacting- and it's really really your, fault to have brought yourself to this, slight hurt

I've come to learn, after all these years, and I'm sure many out there have too. that, hurts are inevitable and sometimes, unstoppable, but overcoming it and getting over it with God's help, yeah, that just shows your, strong enough. :)

you get a text from one of your very best and oldest friend, asking you if you want to join her for a movie tmrw, and she doesn't know that little smiley face :) that she had added behind- hey pretty, means just so so so much to you, in a time like, -now. you feel so touched, and at this, the world seems slightly a better place to be in. It's like God telling you, it's okay, through a tiny but meaningful act, from someone close. and at this, I smile. :)