Friday, July 30, 2010

To, You.

I love the security I feel the instant I shout Your name in my head.You've never ever failed to make me feel secure again, and You'd always make me feel a little much more better in bad times. You never leave me and I know You're with me 24/7, in these 14 years, every moment of my life, You were with me. You've known me before I was borned, and You had a plan, a great plan for me. I love You, for creating me, and for loving me, and for holding me tightly.
I love you in your most exhausting state, still get water for me and her when we're in our beds. You would bring us food, when we're hungry and you'd always protect us. You do the best you can in taking care of me. You're different from a lot of other mothers, you're one of a kind. And I don't think I can find anyone on earth, like you. You're mad, but I know you're just worried about us. You loved all of us equally, I know. And I pray that, as you get older, you'll be more and more beautiful.
I love the small little secretive smile you smile when you see something you feel thankful for. No one really notices it, but I do. I love you, and it's nature that I've always wanted to please you. You make a great person, and you play a very important role in my life. You don't hold me like you used to, but I know you love me, just like before. You stand up for me always, and though it fails sometimes, I love you, more than ever.
I love the way you rant about how much you want to buy that pair of football shoes. your consistent persistency to 'sponsor' you, and how you said how cheap and good they're even when they cost a great fortune. you can be so naughty that I'd dig a deep hole and squeeze you inside and then bury you, but you can be the most helpful person, and you can be so mature at your age, you're indirectly caring, and though so many people may take you as childish, I know you are amazing in your very own way. I notice you, and I love you.
I love how I gives in to your cute little plea, your somewhat funny and chubby face makes me thank God more for you everytime I sees it. You can be nice and you can b mean, but I know you, and I know deep inside you, you're soft, and you're amazing. You whine and cry always about how unfair things are, but you never realised that you're one of the luckiest girl on the surface of the earth, and I love you so much.
I love your text messages. Actually, I don't. I love your consistency of sending me the texts. As a cell group leader, you've done more than your best. I really hope you can see this. and as busy as you are, you still find time to listen to my boring and same problems. I know it's frustrating sometimes, but you are just, an amazing person. I love you, for being there for me when I needed you most. You play an important role in my life, and I'd always remember you.
I love how happy I get when I see you running up to me, and giving me your personal hug, something that no one else can give. Your hugs are amazing, and you yourself is an amazing person. I love the way you come back for me, and I wouldn't couldn't ask for a better person than you. You make me mad and when I'm mad at you I would like to punch you really badly in your face, but then you make me really happy at my saddest moments. I would always remember your ever funny face, your funny actions, and your funny words. You're great.
GREAT is the word.
I love how easy going you can be. I just have to pull you and you'd follow, you're not the best person I could go to to tell my problems but you're one great friend. You can be mean at times, but I know you're good inside. You're very easy to pull, all I can say, very fun to be with too. nd I love you the way you are.
I love your cheerful hi's and the warm hugs you sometimes give me. The way you open your eyes wide when there's something fun going on, like a malaysian sale. *hint* you never fail to make me laugh with your silliest jokes, and I believe I do too. Although mine are not as weird and silly as yours. We had been through a lot, and I still love hanging around with you and sometimes asking you for advice.
I love the fact that you can make me sad or happy whenever you want. Well, not always but still. You get mad at me, and after awhile, you would laugh, and befriend me. The way you do things is a little crazy sometimes, but without you, I wouldn't be where I am today, and I love you for standing up for me.
I want to write more, but I should force myself to stop, before I get dizzy and more neckache. till here love. :)

1 comment:

  1. Honestly, I was wiping tears on my face when reading this. You are so grateful though thing doesn't like what you thought was. You are so joyful for all of these. I feel grateful for seeing a little girl could be this special and so tough! you are the blessing of everyone. All the best!! =)

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