Blended.

According to my research, i realised that i need to blog more. :( so yeah,

here i am. :D as you know, i've set my blog private so if you know anyone who wants to read this blog, please tell me cos i'll be pleased to invite them as my reader.

okay, that was quite lame. nevermind. =_____=''

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guess what?! today is the third day i skipped school this week, don't ask my how, why, what, i just don't feel like it. since it's after-exam, we've got nothing to do. & going to school IS boring. still, i would go to school tomorrow, :)

i just got a message from john mah saying that support singers are supposed to wear rainbow colours, jacket, tees and jeans on FA & BENG's wedding. grrrrr, bummer :( i thought i could wear a dress, but now i can ONLY wear it after singing. yeeeshhh lahh. :( im definetely wearing, indigo.

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you know, time pasts really fast i almost lost track of it. it seems like yesterday was the first day of school for this year, and yea this year was, interesting. doesn't matter cos, the more hardships we face, the stronger we get. now i know, it was all, worthed because i realised without doubt that im getting emotionally stronger. :P as in a GOOD way. ;D

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I MISSED HER! thanks jess che, you really is someone who cares and love. I'll definetely miss you. :) thanks for all your encouragement, ILY!

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im going to sunway with mom later, ta! :D

It's 12:27 a.m. now, & yeah im still talking to mommy and yeah eating cheese cake. :D

just want to say this esthertan, that im gonna miss you hunn. hope you can take me along with you, hahah jkjk.

SEE YA IN 3 WEEKS! :P

you know what, GET A LIFE. seriously you know, i've been tolerating you since don't know when and asking me to go die makes it worst. you might be so much older than me but you're not even a single bit mature, come on lah, even three year old kids don't annoy me as much as you do. infact, they don't at all. i can't can't can't stand you anymore. yeah, YOU. really, just stop it okay? i love you but you're making me dislike you more day after day.


oh and you, another one again, can't stand that people are better than you, huh? i shouldn't have bought you that stupid thing you know, you're so so so ungrateful. have some sense okay, when people buy you stuff you say thank you and not tell them IMMEDIATELY right in their face what they've done wrong. learn your manners, please. you're just too old to be taught, and yeah GET A LIFE. everyone makes mistakes, sorry to say but you're not even close to perfect.


ohh ONE MORE, YOU have no right to call Viviana that, you have NO right to call anyone names, because you're just like us. you make me want to strangle you. you can't stand others better than you right? then go, make yourself PERFECT or at least 80%. calling us names are the worst mistakes you've ever commited, still don't wanna apologise. FYI, you're no better than any of us.


sorry for all the terrible rants but these THREE people, i'm so tired of their horrifying attitude.

I've got nothinggg to blog about, so yeah hope you like the picture. :)

idkwhattonamethispost.

See, i finally did changed my blog layout, AND my chatbox colour, AND some of the fonts colour or whatsoever. Ahhhh, a feeling of accomplishment. :D :D

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the nieces are here, they are ohsoveryvery adorable. i love jess so much, she can talk so well although she's only four, gawsh, i love her so much. :) and ivory too. :D

Aunty's here and i really pray that she recovers soon. :(

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ohh & last last week's photos, i haven't uploaded last saturday's so yeah,

I think kiat took 4 pictures of us, but this one looks the best i think. :)

except yvonne closed her eyes. :D

my leg look a bit, errr.

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anywho, this is my update so yeah. oh, and i skipped school today yo. :)

hi i am berlinda. i am rhonda s sister and i am eight years old by the way nice to meet u blog i am so
crazy right yes i am.

okay, so that was really my sister, and she used like, 2minutes to type that out. okayy. :D and she is, sometimes crazy. :P heeeeeeh. as in a good way. :D ohoh, and she wants to make a blog, okayyyyy. :D :D :D

church is in 3 1/2 hours, vicky's fetching me there, cool. :D and berlinda is mad at me now for i forgot what reason. :( grrrr.



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i feel like curling my hair like fion's once it get long, maybe curlier. ;) i'm probably gettting and electric hair curler. mind the grammatical mistake, if, there is any. :)



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i've been thinking last night if i should change my blog layout, i really really want to, but i'm afraid a lot of things in it would change, AHHHH. :(




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i'll stop talking crap so yeah, TA :D

into Your hands, I commit again;

It's Friday today, and the finals are over. AHHHHHH, i love today, :) you know, that kind of feeling you have when you're FREE at last, to do anything you want, and i want to go online, and shop :D, and buy DVDs to watch, and get yvonne and viviana to come over, yeah do many many things. :P i hope i can skip school on monday, but i don't know lah.

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actually i don't really know what to blog about now, so i'll just post 12 facts about me kay?

1) i drank dry ice before, they say there is a big amount of carbon dioxide in it; and i, was sent to the hospital after that :( don't ask why i drank it

2) i seriously hate clowns, they give me terrible horrible creeps.

3) i cannot stand durians, it's like uhhh, stinkysmellysticky ; the three S :S

4) bernard is now lecturing me on never blogging stuff about myself cos he claims that the kipnappers will know bout you and yeah, kidnap you. it's okay bernard, i can fight well. :)

5) i fight with my siblings all the time, and we begin talking nicely to each other a few minutes later.

6) we love, acting. it's quite weird. like, bernard will be kidnapper and berlinda will be the hostage and i will be her older sister who will save the day. we used to play that a lot. not now, really.

7) i cried on my birthday this year and last year for i forgot.

8) i get really easily distracted, when i say really i mean REALLY. like during the exam, i saw a picture and then i start to draw something related to it then don't know how the chain of thoughts flowed in my mind & i ended up thinking that i need new shoes.

9) bernard is really annoying me now. :(

10) i want that thing to stop now, i need to be in church the whole day tomorrow. :( God, please.

11) i don't know what to write now, okay now i get it. I DISLIKE PEOPLE WHO DO NOT KNOW ME YET ADD ME IN FACEBOOK, truly annoying. no offence lah, seriously. not dislike, just dislike the habit of doing that.

12) i'm emotional, but i won't say completely, i just get tired cos i don't really sleep on time, so yeah. *winksss* i don't feel like going to sri nobel next year, still im grateful to the office people who took care of me, especially ms.huiling. :)

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i want to upload last saturdays photos, but i'm feeling abit lazy so yeah. :)

laziness is bad, yet addictive. :(

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There's no key to happiness, the door was, is and would always be, opened. :)

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i'm going on facebook, now. :P

sorry my posts have been a little not that interesting. i'll try to edit pictures kay? :D

TAAA. :)

Imperfectly, perfect. :)

i said i would reedit this post, right? so here i am. :)

tomorrow's the last day of exam which means ahhhhh,

FUN FUN FUN,

heeeeh. :) i'm going to plan for my holidays starting tomorrow, not only holidays but, the after exams. geeee. :D

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Happy Belated Birthday, Yvonne! :)


I love you to the moon and back, because we,

we grew up together, play the piano together, walk together in this journey called, LIFE,

you like tryin a lot of new things and that's what i love about you,

you're creative in drawing too,

okay, i know it's not related whatever. :)

ahhhh, and sometimes you just are so simple yet special in your own way,

you're a perfectionist,

although we were so young, we could camwhore for three hours. :)

mind the blurness.

you've got such a cute face and you makes me laugh so hard sometimes,

despite being two years younger than you, we've got so so so much we could talk about. hehehehe, :) & you've got a sense of style too! :D

we even get hyper and camwhored in a supermarket. :)

still, we've been through it all and i really do love you as a life long bestie. :)

whatever happens in the future, i still love you to the moon and back. :) we both need each other to hold on. :) i'll get your birthday prezzie asap okay? heart you tonnes. :) you rawk rawk rawk my world. :D

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Songbeng & Fafa's wedding is on the 1st of Nov, im support singer on their wedding day! luckyluckylucky. ohhh, they look really really really good together. :D
i still remembered how songbeng's proposal went, he did it infront of the whole church during the church camp, and at night, he took fa to the beach and showed her this really pretty candle-made heart shape and her name in the middle; sweet. :P ICAN'TWAIT.ohhh && finally i get to wear my ms.selfridge. :)

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i know exam's not over and i'm not supposed to blog, but come on lah. :D i didn't do my exam in my class yesterday and today cos yeah, stomach-ache; had to do it in the office. should be alright by tomorrow. :P

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and this is my ONE-OHH-ONE postt!!! :) ahhhh, nice.

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i'll get upload pictures if there is any on saturday. ;)

hearts. :)

Ineednewshoesbadly. :(

i don't know what to blog now but i'm feeling bored so yeah. :)

you must be asking why ain't i studying and i'm here to tell you that i'm in my mom's office becuase our hse is contaminated by ant pestiscide. :( & mom claims it's poisonous, well i don't know but it sure stinks. like, poison. :S i regret not bringing my geo or sejarah book with me, 'cause i really need to study right now. can't blame me completely, bernard was rushing me.

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today's a deepavali holiday so i woke up kind'a late. like, 11am. :) had a piece of toast for breakfast & was rushed out of the house. gahhhh. :/

i even left my cell at home.

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mommy bought two pairs of heels and went up to the study room where i had been yestersday.

she went like,

RHONDA! (in her usual cantonese tone) i bought 2pair of heels, one for you & one for me.

*gasps*

show me. :)

*takes out two shoe boxes from a big formal bag*

ohhhhh.

you don't like it?

no, it's just a little too mature for me.

ohh, then nvm. i'll wear it! :)

it isn't funny, but i think she bought both for herself, but to avoid any of us saying that she should have bought just one, she told me we could share. like, i would.

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this comp is really old, & the mouse is a little cacat, so i'll just stop now. :)

ohhhh, and GUESS WHAT?
this is my 100th post!
WHOOTS.

loves, taa.

Sonrisa. :)

Sonrisa means smile in spanish, cos i think little upsetting things in our daily life shouldn't make us cry. Instead we should be thankful with what we have and smile all the way,

i don't want to talk about things that are unlovely, fearful, upsetting, depressing, hurting, sensitive ; i don't want to spoil my mood or anyoneelse's. all is in the hands of the Lord, and i lay my trust in HIM.

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The finals are in 3 days & i'm blogging.

& i even told my brother off who had just finished upsr to stop using the comp. i'm such a terrible sister sometimes. :(

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I really like Miss Niely, she's like a really kind teacher. She never scolds us as bad as all the other teachers. :) i really hope she teaches us Sejarah again next year. :)

Speaking about Sejarah, i can't believe i scored 9 out of 15. GRRRR. i need'a study sejarah againn.

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there's no school tomorrow, cos it's deeepavali! whoots.

Happy Deepavali! :)

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Please keep me in your prayer that i score well in next week's exams. ahhhh, anxious.

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i think this picture is pretty. :)

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i got these from a mail. ;)

101%

From a strictly mathematical viewpoint: What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to
GIVE OVER 100%

How about ACHIEVING 101%? What equals 100% in life?

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help answer these questions:

If:

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Is represented as:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

Then: H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K

8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

And: K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E

11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+ 5 = 96%

But: A-T-T-I-T-U- D-E

1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%

THEN, look how far the love of God will take you: L-O-V-E-O-F- G-O-D

12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%

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anyways, taa. :)

Bang!

I'm not supposed to be blogging now, but mind you.
I've got a sudden craving for blogging, but unfortunately the finals are next week. & I haven't started doing my Mandarin revision; GRRRR, major bummer. :(
& i hope that i get much better than last time.


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I stayed up with mom last night till 2pm to finish my art. i must say that we should never do stuff at the very last minute. :(

while waiting for my aunt in midvalley, mom went to mng & brought the catalogue home. there was this really pretty purple tee that cost RM89; yerh. unfair. i really want it.


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i hope you're alright, granny. will be praying for you. :)


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P.S The Form 3 classes are so stuffy, I wonder how they survive. There must be some hidden air-cond which is yet to be found by us. Sorry, for all the drama. :D
Oh, and I would be fasting blogger till next friday.



'm like starving again, so i need'a ciao.

Taa, loves. :)

hmm, so much for a best friend. it's okay if you want to treat me like THIS your whole life, it's fine with me. really. you do have the right to be emo. but let me make something clear, WHAT YOU'RE DOING WOULD NOT CHANGE ANYTHING; you're just repeating the same mistakes so yeah. i can't do anything if you want to do this, it's all up to you. it's your mind, your brain, your body, your thinking; so if you think by doing this you can ruin my life, i'm sorry but you just don't have the ability to do so.


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it's grace's birthday party tonight but i'm not going cos there are tonnes of homework, like more than spirogyras. & i'm blogging here right now. hmmm. anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GRACE! THANKS FOR ALL! you're like a part of my life now,













:)


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Ohh, & sooper sorry Yvonne for not blogging bout this earlier. Well, Good Luck in your PMR!! i know you can do it! rawkonnn hunn! :)


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In every victory, let it be said of me, my source of strengh, my source of hope in Christ alone.


exxohhh's.

The Secret To LIFE Is Living It One Day At A Time

Our lives are made up of a million moments
Spent in a million different ways
Some are spent searching for love, peace and harmony.

Others are spent surviving day to day
But there is no greater moment more than when we find that LIFE,
with all its joys and sorrows, is meant to be lived one day at a time.

It's in this knowledge that we discover the most wonderful truth of all,
whether we live in a forty-room mansion,
surrounded by servants and renters find it a struggle to manage the rent month to month,
we have it within our power to be fully satisfied and live a LIFE with true meaning.

One day at a time-
We have that ability,
Through cherishing each moment and rejoicing in each dream.
We can experience each day anew, and with this fresh start,
we have what it takes to make all our dreams come true.

Each day is new and living one day at a time
enables us to truly enjoy life and live it to the fullest!

-Regina Hill

I'm a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow;

i'm reediting my previous post cos i think it's a little lame, uhh quite lame. :/

i'll just start with this :

-monday was, terrible. i don't want to talk about it ever, in my life; but somehow i know one day i will have to say it all over again,

-tuesday was, alright cos i did not go to school. too much drama, & plus i need time to actually digest what i'm going through,

-today was, uhhh i'll not be so negative. michelle & andrea made me laugh. thank youu so very much! you guys really can be comedians. :D & i managed to finish compostion, :D playing piano in church tonight & this saturday night. cool! :) we're gonna shake the church right? *winkwink*


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i'm now a member of Life Movers :) , a really good ministry project.
Ps. Shanney had ordered a pink Life Movers tee for me, thankyou!! & plus all the prophesy thingy going well, i'm excited!

To know more about it, log on to
http://www.lifemoversfoundation.ning.com/
you have to buy a Life Movers tee for only RM25 to be a member. the money collected will be used to build a riverent for retired pastors. you can order it from me. :)

THE TEE COLOUR IS IN PURPLE, BROWN & BLACK. :)
THERE MIGHT BE ALSO PINK. *

i'm 90% quite sure that noone would bother, but at least i made an effort. :)

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the weekend was supahhh awesome. :P
1. Ps.Shanney came to M'sia from Philippino & bought me a really lovely purple tee. :D:D:D i haven't seen her for like three years? since std.4
2. went for dance lessons on Saturday morning with Viviana; had fun & greattt exercise; was sweating a lot. :P people there were really nice; we're learning hip hop this week. LOL. :)
3. went out to midvalley & the gardens on sunday, & saw soung with her mom in gardens. :) got a pink NIKE bagpack from mommy's shop & bought a set of plaited diva headbands! *ahhhh* mom promised me another black & pink nike bag. can't wait for it!


pictures of saturday.

we got a little too out of hand and started camwhoring with everyone, but mostly both of us. :)

there are way too many, but i'm feeling super lazy so yeah. :)


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I'm currently addicted to Who Am I, which is oh so very lovely.

Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea would call out through the rain, and calm the storm in me; - not because of what i've done, but because of who YOU are.

i want to post the video but something's wrong with blogger, so nvm. :)


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they say the world's gonna end at 2012, you knwo what, i don't think so. how would you know, a ginormous iceberg drops down to earth from whoknowswhere & it lowers the temperature until it's like last time. who knows if they found plenty of oil in the amazon & use an anti-animal-harming machine to suck it out. who knows if they invented a machine that releases coolness like the aircond but is environmental friendly; like the more you use it, the more you're saving the environment. like, WHO KNOWS? only God.


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i need an idea of what bird to draw for the art contest.
peacocks' feathers are too complicated; i think i'll draw a pink flamingo, beautiful! :)


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the finals are so so so near, grrrhhh. study study study.
i shall trust in the Lord all the way through.

''Everyone has problems. If it is not worked out, it's not over yet.''
- ESTHER! :)


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they say radiation comes from using th comp too much, so i'll better get off! :)

tata for now! :)